No Nailit, it is not normal. You are obviously having a hard the moment. I guess this is related to the incident on Sat night.
My advice is to find a local AA or Drinksense or such like and get down there pronto. You BEST hope of staying out of jail is to get dry and tell the Court that YOU are working hard to do so. Get a solicitor as well. If you do nothing and climb inside a bottle, the likelihood is the Court will see sending you down as a way of getting you off the booze.
Your future is in your hands. You have a chance. Take it.