Maybe you are feeling a bit down atm. I suppose the meaning of life is living it to appreciate what there is out there. We only get one shot at this and it may not be for long, so, making yourself useful, helpful, joining in with groups etc. try to look on the bright side (life of Brian). WF8 I don't know how old you are but try not to think negative, it's dull dreary weather and it makes me feel like kicking the cat too.