Hi miss meg have been keeping an eye on your posts and am very sorry to read the outcome from the vet.
It's an awful time for you but truly I think you've been given a gift, Susie has been able to come home and spend her remaining time in her own home with the people she loves.
We weren't given that option when we lost our beloved Curly, Poppy and we are still grieving for her two years down the track, although we have other dogs, and their companionship is great - she went so suddenly there was not time to even think clearly about anything.
Best wishes from the tribe down-under Steff