I Miss My Ex Best Friend Every Day? Help?

[foREVerA7X]

It's almost been a year since we got into a stupid freaking fight. It hurts knowing I miss her so much and she doesn't feel a thing, I still can't even say her name out loud without getting emotional. She tried texting me but I ignored it because I was mad at the time. She also tried to talk to me on FB but I deleted my account after I started doing online school, so now she can't contact me either because I had my number changed. I see her all the time in stores, but I hurry up and walk down another isle before she can see me because I don't know what I would say to her or what she would say to me. She doesn't hate me but she doesn't really wanna talk to me either anymore. I regret what happened that day, but it wasn't my fault and if I could do over one thing in my life it would be that day and just say sorry instead of being hard headed. I hate missing her but i wouldn't give it for the world. I just don't know what to do anymore i'm so depressed, I miss her so much and I want her back. I feel kinda crazy feeling like this after a year. What do I do?!

[NoMercy]

Stop being a numpty and apologise.

[China Doll]

She tried to make up, you ignored her attempts, I wouldn't be wasting my time any further on you. Either grow a pair and talk to her when you see her in a store and see how that goes, or just work on getting over it. Those are the only two options you have.

[Brinjal]

You should just go up to her and say Hi how about getting a coffee and take it from there but you must realize that sometimes things just are never the same and even if she does talk to you you may never have the same friendship you once enjoyed.

[rsvp]

you think 'it wasn't your fault' - maybe she feels the same - at the end of the day it doesn't matter who was right and who was wrong. What's more important, beating yourself and being very miserable or taking the plunge and saying 'I'm sorry, can we work this out?' Honestly, life's too short to bear grudges which make you unhappy. I guessing you are quite young so you have a lot of time in front of you to regret what happened if you don't try and sort it now. That's what you want to do so have the courage to do it.

[Canary42]

Sorry lady, but you're seriously disturbed - get psychiatric help ASAP.