21 is an age of searching and waiting

[angel21]

Searching for something to make u happy and then waiting for it to happen

Searching for a partner and then waiting for it to happen

Searching for a hobbie/course then waiting for it to fall into place

[zzxxee]

if you go looking for a partner you wont get one they will come to you
Only you can make yourself happy ,work on confidence look for a course to do at your local education centre everything falls into place there is no time scale or set routine

[angel21]

Yes i've been looking for a course and trying to get things moving and this is what I mean its a game of searching and waiting. I've also looked for a new job and applied for a couple, went for an interview now its a case of waiting.

[zzxxee]

mmm go see a medium???

[legendis.god]

Is it?

Perhaps for some.

[angel21]

I've been to one before and she was a bit accurate I think. She just said I was going to be a business women in my 30's but I don't really want that at the moment - could change I know.

Might go and see one again but it's not gonna change anything apart from being �20 shorter but I might

[angel21]

It is Legend.

I'm not saying I don't do anything to change my life for better but I'm just saying it is a searching and waiting game.

I've tried volunteering with beaver scouts, walking group, done a sage course, went to a pilates class, applied for 2 jobs, been for an interview, been seeing a friend more regularly and want to go ice skating. But the beaver scouts I didn't have the confidence to control the little things, the walking group even though age range 20-30's most looked about 50 - there was one 24yr old and one 3o yr old and they were all really friendly but very kinda geeky and serious so not really my thing plus I wore new walking boots and the heels of my feet were rubbed raw - it was 8 miles this walk and very hilly and I couldn't walk the next day for my feet were so sore, 4 weeks on and still not heeled properly. Might try the pilates again at some point and a dance class maybe and do a course but it does seem like a lot of searching and waiting for me. I just haven't founf the right thing yet.

[pastafreak]

Surprise,surprise!! hun......

ALL of life is like that. If you STOP searching.....then there are no goals and dreams. And without those goals and dreams,life is empty.

[angel21]

Well hopefully I will get a new job, go ice skating soon and find an evening course to do. I feel there is more to life than I've got at the moment and that I have to wait ages for my life to start or at least to start being fun.