Fao-Mozz71 (Others Welcome!)

[agchristie]

Recently, you recommended Heller's Catch 22 which was a coincidence as I had just started reading it!

I'm 4/5ths through it and I've never laughed so much with some of the exchanges between officers!

[Mozz71]

You're addicted to your lifestyle. Like any addiction, you need to do some cold turkey.

[agchristie]

It scares me Mozz.I dont have the strength to do it thats the problem.

[Mozz71]

Aggie darls, you can do this, I'm of no doubt. So often I find that the anticipation of doing something is so much worse than actually doing it.

[agchristie]

Im not gonna be able to do cold turkey when Im a chicken though :-(

[Mozz71]

You could have so much more than you currently have Ags. You're smart, you're funny, you could do anything you wanted if you could just get past this.

[agchristie]

What do I actually have though? I cant be that smart doing what I do.

[Mozz71]

You'd have a second chance. Addiction does strange things to even the smartest cookies. I think you need a long chat with your mum. Home truth stuff, without arguments!

[spathiphyllum]

Have you ever questioned your perception?

How our emotions make us feel can sometimes influence how we see the outside world.

When you're not feeling 100% it's easy to overlook the good because the bad is all you can focus on.

Take care AG

[agchristie]

We've done that so many times Mozz and I end up getting all defensive....

The girls are coming for me shortly so I have to get ready now so I might catch ya later?

[agchristie]

Spath, I question myself but feel its just the hand Im dealt with :-(

[Mozz71]

The girls are, quite frankly, the last things you need and are tied tightly to your problems sweetie, but any decision must come from you, so I wont keep on nagging. Speak soon Aggiedo x

[spathiphyllum]

Maybe you need a partner to settle you in for the winter AG? Cosy blankets, nice films, warm meals..

[pixie374]

Ag, have just scanned through the thread, I apologise for my comment the other night- it was honestly, and actually, supportively meant lol. But I see it didn't come across that way. Wishing you all the best xx

[agchristie]

Mozzy,you sound like me mum but I know you mean well.My head's in a spin and Ive mislaid me meds aaaggghhh!

Spath, er, no fella is gonna want a relationship with me the life I lead.

Pixie, really, no need to apologise at all. You wrote a valid opinion and I wasn't offended. Anyway, I regularly get far worse things said about me away from here.

[Mozz71]

//Pixie, really, no need to apologise at all. You wrote a valid opinion and I wasn't offended. //

In fact, I probably owe Pixie an apology as I incorrectly link her messages to Aggie's mood, so sorry bout that!

[Mozz71]

//Spath, er, no fella is gonna want a relationship with me the life I lead.//

Maybe another reason to get yourself out of that life hun?

[Mozz71]

And have you found your meds? I know from experience that missing a couple of days can take you back a fair bit.

[agchristie]

I think I must have been a leopard in a previous life Mozz...

I can't remember if I took them yesterday either.Gonna have to look for them :-(

[Mozz71]

Yup, go find them spotty.

[agchristie]

I come home as I was feeling wobbly and it kept raining anyway :-(