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Thanks for your answers. As an example, I would have reacted badly to Sasskins post a few months back, I probably would have wrote some very long rant on them slating their answer!!
It's like Divegirl said, they were my priority when I wasn't too good, but the dependancy ceased as I started to get better. Obviously, if it was to be a long term illness, then I would have had no choice but to continue - but this was obviously not the case.
My sympathies are with anyone who has a mental illness, it was an awful period in my life which is hopefully gone for good. As I said, I've been checked for the menopause, I'm not going through it yet, and I no longer have any night sweats, anxiety or any of the other symptoms related with it. I'm also much better now when I have a drink, I could get blind drunk on just a few glasses - whereas now, I am much more in control.