I'm more than okay with being alive - i absolutely love it! - the alternative seems pretty boring to me - strange question - want to talk about anything?
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I was actually thinking about this this morning in a twisted way. I'm completely happy at the moment but I just had a moment of wondering what the point in at all was. We're only here to die =s I snapped myself out of it though!
I'm not worrying about the ending either - it will be when it will be. I only hope it will be quick and peaceful (that's all I can wish for all of you).
The moment will come when we shuffle off the mortal coil. As we approach the moment we must consider - what was the bloody point ! (I did attend a funeral last week which got me thinking - What is the bloody point ! )
The only drawback about dying is that you are unable to go to your own funeral (not consciously at any rate). I would give anything just to be able to hear my so-called friends and family who would post heart-rending obituaries, full of phrases like "greatly loved" and "sorely missed", *** me off something rotten at the wake.
The most unfortunate thing about my recent "death" experience was the suffering (cancer) and as I said to my brother, in the crem, dressed in my best suit was "you wouldn't have let your dog suffer like that would you ?" He has a spaniel by the way !
i sometimes wonder, all the lifes hassles, bills, working, having marital problems, etc etc, and where does it all end? 6feet under. So i guess i would rather die young than live till im old, id be bloody skint!!!