Hello Jeza, I have not posted before on your threads but I have been reading them and keeping up with your situation at the moment and my heart goes out to you. Stress can manifest itself in many different ways and I think that this is what is happening to you now. It is easy for others to say you must do this or that but it is very important that you take just a little time out every day to eat a proper meal, some fruit perhaps or even cereal and fruit in the mornings, also this may sound daft but if there is a park near you can you just take 10 or 15 minutes out of your day to just sit on a bench, feed the ducks, whatever and give yourself just a little time to think and relax. I do know what you are going through, this happened to me about 20 years ago. Best of luck. x