Anti-depressants are designed to re-balance chemical imbalances in your brain.
They do not solve the problems that put you into a depressive state.
Use this as an analogy - your life is a ship on the ocean, and it has sunk, leaving you isolated, isolated and far from land.
Anti-depressants are a life boat and a pair of oars. They won’t bring the ship back, they won’t get you to dry land, but they are the tools to enable you to get back to land yourself. They will assist you, by giving you the means to sort out the issue of isolation, but they will not extricate you, that part you have to do for yourself.
If you feel that your medication is not helping you, it may be that you have built up a resistance to it, and it is no longer effective. It may be that this is no longer the medication that suits you, and it needs to be changed.
What you need is to discuss your feelings with your GP, and suggest these thoughts, and ask for his or her advice, and then take whatever that advice is. This will help you to pick up the oars and row, and once you are back on land, you can start rebuilding your life again.
It takes time, and it’s hard, but your medication, when correctly administered, will help you. Stopping it now will be disastrous. Please make an appointment and speak to your GP, take the first step towards getting your personality, and your life back.