I agree with Waterboatman & Scarlett, you're better off without this ***. You just want talk to him - I guess you've been with him for sometime. You obviously love him more than he loves you, he seems very controlling to me. I know how you feel, I've been there a few times, but you do get over those feelings. I've been on my own now for 15 years and I love it, so clouds do have silver linings! Good luck.