I've slept most of the day, and feel like I'm walking through treacle, thank goodness, as I know that if I was fully emotionally coherent I would be sinking into a depression.
So many family problems to worry about, but I don't have the answers.
The poverty I see around me, and on the television, and then the inevitable comparison to all of the Christmassy advertisements rubbing salt into the wounds of the poor, and apparent indifference of the rest of us.
I can't put the world to rights, and neither can you, but I, like you can only try to make my little but of the world a little bit better.
But just looming at the mess! Oh dear!
Thank goodness for pharmaceuticals.
Theland please do not despair..you are only human to feel so..things have a way of working out.. and you have to concentrate on yourself right now.....xx
Just got up, woke at 16:30.
Feel a bit dizzy, wobbly, a bit high, quite nice, yes, a definite high :-)
But still thinking and aware others, strangely sorry for them but not depressed about their plight.
I'll do what I can when I have it, and then the rob?em is sharing it out as some need more than the others but its not bothering me right now though it shoi!d I know but its must not tnere
Not much changed today, went to bed this morning after falling asleep in the chair.
S!ept all day, got up at 19:00, now just very thirsty, !it's of tea and water,, and oh so slow and sluggish, bit feeling comfortable!e and not a but stressed. So that's nice.
Been in bed all day. Must got up. Think I was here this morning after fa!long as?deep in the chair.
Feel groggy again, but that's ok, problems not bothering me directly although I still know about them. All goods.