Please help part 2

[girlygirl]

I make friends with his girlfriend again and find out even though they arent together they have been sleeping togther still. I feel like s*it.

I in the mean time have applied for jobs and gotten one (to start this Monday) putting my baby into Nursery and feel happy but also sad about that. The job is part of the same company he works for.

My Husband and I spend the day together and end up having sex. He still loves me but I don't know why I did it - think I wanted to be told I was loved.

My Parents have come around and phoned me since i split with my Husband disgusted that I have walked away from my marriage and accuse me of having an affair (which I dont think I am as we are separated) they have no idea about this bloke. They just have an incling.

I feel sucicidal at times but wouldn't do it because of my baby.

My Sister turned up unexpected yesterday and finds him at my flat (we arent doing anything) she goes mad and chucks my babies clothes out of the car window as she drives off. She also doesnt know anything just guessed.

He told me today they possibly might give their relationship another go - now I feel really upset.

I'm really selfish I know cos its best for their baby (even though every time they argue he cries) but I cant help the way I feel.

Advice please.

[*Zeus*]

Strumpet

I thought Id get in there 1st

[*Zeus*]

Actually I did not read thro this before I answered. Hope u r ok.

Anyone reading my answer above will think Ive been on the beer again like the other day when i was a tad naughty on here.

We all go through bad times. Many is the time when I thought life was a bag of sh1te. You are going through a tuff time. But life will get better with a fresh start. And just think of that little bundle of fun in your life ......me...no i mean your baby....yes me.......no your daughter.

[~posy-jo~]

*zeus*!!!!

hi girlygirl i don't really know what to advise hun. if i was you i would just take a step back from this bloke and see what happens if it's meant to be it will happen in time. is this definately the end for u and your husband? u don't feel there is anything there to work on? if it is definately over just take some time out your family will come round

just take some time for u if this bloke does like u at the end of the day he'll let u no.

all the best xXx

[girlygirl]

Zeus its OK, thanks for making me smile.

Posy Jo, there is nothing to work on, I don't love him. He is fantastic so I dont know whats wrong with me. There was no passion. Thats what the main problem was. I have tried to force myself to love him but.... :o(

[~posy-jo~]

u can't force it hun it's not fair on any of u. u need to do what u feel is right for u. sorry i couldn't really help but i wish u all the best xXx

[girlygirl]

You have helped more than you know. Thanks. xxxx

[~posy-jo~]

glad i have done something xXx i really do wish that it all works out for u xXx