what shoul i do???? Please help

[mary11505]

i have been going out with this guy ever since 7th grade and right know we are in 11th we broke up went out back and forth but only till know we'[ve had a serious relationship. Even though I love him and he does too I feel like he's not all that I want. One day he was mad at me and he made a comment about breaking up and I said that was a good idea and he freaked out but we did break up and there was this guy that I had a little crush on so I told the guy and we hung our and went to my house to see me every second he could (something that my boyfriend never ever did) and I loved his attention because no one had ever done things like he did but even though I liked all the attention I didn't feel like I loved him the way I did to my ex- boyfriend a few days after the break up his neice called me and said he had not gone out of his room and eaten or anything so when we went back to school I talked to him and we decided to go back out and I told him about what had happened with this other guy but not every single detail. And know I don't know what to do because I wish my boyfriend gave me the attention I want even though be tells me he cant because of several reasons I know that if he really really wanted to be with me he'd try all he could. Know I don't. Now what to do I'm really confused what should I do???????

[Captain Swab]

Really? That reads to be intruiging, do carry on...

[ummmm]

You could learn some punctuation and then maybe you're boyfriend will want you back!!!!!

[teag1rl]

Mary.
You deserve more. You put up with someone for years who didnt really make an effort. Now you've seen that there are guys out there who will, but you are still hung up on the first one. This probably has something to do with having been with him so long and the security and familiarity. Take a break from both these boys. Be single for a while, hang out woith your girlie mates, take up a new hobby and give yourself some space. Only then will you know whether you really are in love with this first guy or not. You are only young and there are plenty more fish in the sea and that will give you the attention you deserve! Good luck x