jimmonas - i know the feeling!! similar thing happened to me several years ago. The only difference being that I also had to move several hundred miles away for my own safety. I had to leave all my friends and family behind.
I concentrated on making a home and career for myself. It's taken me several years to get where I want to be but I know I did the right thing!
Even now I think of returning to my home town cos I miss my family so much.
Love the new life but just wish I could comine the past with the present and I'm not sure that is possible, even now!
All I can say is that things will get better.
I now have loads of new friends which I met through work etc.
You have to look forward and never look back.
Do what is best for yourself.
You only have one chance at life so make the most of it. Live each day one at a time.
And most importantly, have fun!!
Take care
Debbie