is it gonna be one of them days?

[~posy~]

my little one woke up late last night after having a nightmare, and then point blank refused to go back to sleep! he had lots of cuddles and reassurance but just decided that it would be more fun to stay up! he eventually went back off at 3am! so i got myself into bed only to see a rather large spider crawling across my ceiling! i tried to catch it but being a short ass i knocked it off the ceiling and into my bed! i then spent the next 3/4 hour trying to find the bl00dy thing! i gave up in the end exhausted, just crawled into bed and the phone rang, my friend had been on a night out and was staying at his friends but had lost him and completely forgotten where he lived! not sure what he phoned me for as i couldn't help! lol he eventually got himself to where he was supposed to be about 1/2 hour later so i got to sleep just after 5am. my son got up at 6.30am and thought it would be funny to come and jump on me!!! he is now at pre school for the next couple of hours! yay! it's pouring down with rain and i have 2 loads of washing here that i need to get dry!!! aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

[yinyang]

My reasoning is that as long as the house is presentable when my husband comes back tomorrow night, he'll never suspect it involved a last minute dash round with the hoover and bribing the girls to do the dusting. x

[~posy~]

lol!! xXx

[~max~]

Hi Posy! Sorry to hear about your hectic night! lol
Had my "date" last night....Well, we were meant to go to the cinema, but the film was only at 8pm so we went for a drink....and after 2 hours I'd had too much to drink to go see the movie!!! lol
So we went to rent a dvd and went back to my place...
Well..it all went pearshaped there! We had a bit of a row, because (being drunk and stupid!) I started asking why he wasn't being as affectionate as before etc...It ended up with him telling me that I was obviously taking this more seriously than he did, and he left to take the bus.
:O(
So, me being drunk, I started to cry like a baby and became very depressed, so I texted my mate, who drove to my place for a cuddle, and put me to bed...Bless him!
I called in sick at work, and got out of bed at 3pm.
I tihnk I need to take night classes on dating! lol
Ah well.....:O(

[~posy~]

aaaawwwww max!!!! sorry it didn't go well hun!! it's his loss!! take care sweetie xXx

[~max~]

Thanks Posy. It realy annoys me, as I like him a lot! But I understand that I can be very needy, I need constant reassurance and need to know where I stand all the time....which is obviously not the thing to do on a second date!
I'm feeling very low now, I'd love to talk to him and explain a bit more, and soberly! I hope he doesn't give up on me so soon...
God I'm such an idiot when it comes to relationships! :O(

[~posy~]

you're just like me!! lol!! but they say sit back and wait and they will come to you and it's true!! just try and explain to what you are like and that it's just the way you are but you will take a step back and see what happens, then see what he does. if he genuinely likes you then he will make an effort, if not then he is so not worth it and it will be his loss!! chin up hun xXx