anyone still awake?

[georgie115]

im just sitting eating toast and feeling abit sad. wondered if anyone wanted to chat to me and try and make me happy :) xxx

[georgie115]

lol i cant help regretting it. i shouldnt have done it and iv upset people. anyhoo. i need to find a nice man somewhere who will cuddle me in bed as i hate being in bed alone and thats probabaly why im trying to stay awake and not go to bed

[georgie115]

it was actually a pretty bad mistake but yes i will get over it. i know im lucky i just cant help feeling abit sad right now

[mistys]

You not got a teddy?? Id much rather cuddle mine, at least when i want some space i can throw her. Cant move a man, im not really a cuddling person lol

And you know you've made a mistake and now you know not to do it again. Getting upset wont help things, you need to talk to someone in your family or your best mate to help you through the tough times.

[georgie115]

i have lots of them but they arent the same i dont think. i think its just cos i slept in the same bed as my ex who is now my best friend last night and i just enjoy being cuddled while sleeping so tonight i wish he was here still to cuddle

yah i try not to be upset. i will hopefully stop feeling so bad soon. x

[GetOverIt]

I'm not sure if you're a cat person, but here's a virtual hug

http://digilander.libero.it/Daisychain/gatti/i mages/hug_a_cat.jpg

[georgie115]

thanks :). i love cats especially felix (my cat)

[georgie115]

gonna go to bed now. thanks everyone. xxxxxxxxxxxxx

[GetOverIt]

There you go , my cats always cheer my up too after a hard day at work . They' re called Biggy and Littley, they're both tortoiseshell and white, and have both come to me from a multi-multi-cat house over the road from a family that refuse to neuter their cats.

[mistys]

OK Georgie, Hope your feeling better tomorrow.

If you wanna ever chat then heres my email address
[email protected]

Night xxxx

[bigmamma]

You going to bed mystys love , nighty night :-) xx

[mistys]

Night mamma xx

[ELVIS68]

mistys..you`ll get sh!tloads of spam emails now you`ve posted your email addy on here

[mistys]

Was just trying to be friendly.

[ELVIS68]

I know you was, i posted an email addy on here once... not my main one but I get about 50 spam emails per day

[EngTeach]

Here's a little perspective on your sadness:
Tomorrow I am taking my 63 yr. old mom back to her oncologist to decide whether or not to continue treatments or to just let nature take its course. She is a wonderful mom and woman, to see her struck down like this is what's sad. Do not think for one minute she is thinking about things she did at 16 or 19. (I am not saying your feelings are not valid-as a HS teacher I always take adolescent feelings as real and important.)

If things are really bad speak with your parents, if you have done some wrong things in your short life make amends and move on having learned from it. Listen to your parents now because someday you'll realize they were right on almost EVERYTHING and by then it might be too late for you appreciate them.

[fine,thanks]

hope all goes well today for your mum engt

[EngTeach]

fine thanks, Thanks for the thought.

I will be unable to post soon, as the laptop I am using was mom's from work. It's going back today!!!!!!(She hasn't used it for months.)