I did not go for a walk, because it was a bit too cold. Instead i lay down on my bed and thought of the old crossroads, and all the good stuff he talked about. I thought about what my life used to be before i became addicted to Demerol, and then i thought about my friend. And it was thinking about my friend that helped aid my desicion. He would have wanted me to sort my life out, and so thats what i am going to do. Firstly i would like to thank you all for the good times we had, and apolagise for the bad. And secondly i would like to comfirm that next friday, i will be here and i will update you, as i will continue to update you on my progress until i am clean or until you are satisfied. Thank you aprilis for making me realise what to do. And thank you to the other answerbankers who have offered their support. I will give answerbank one last shot. If this is not succsessfull, crossroads will only appear on occasions to post updates and such. I hope i may be allowed to make a fresh start, and rebuild the character of the old crossroads. Thank you all for your time, and please give me a chance to start again. Crossroads. [: )]
Coming back on Ab wasn't about the drug problem.
It was when people didn't believe me about my addiction and didn't want to offer any help that i realised how i had changed. I decided to get my life back in shape, and as part of that get back to the good old crossroads on answerbank.
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Sorry crossroads I didn't realise you had such a problem, I may be a bit stupid but I thought you had a good job and a very interesting life or am I getting things mixed up here. Anyway good luck to you, don't let the bu**ers get you down.