I feel really dirty.I used to be so innocent.What can I do?

[lil-girl]

Before I came to Uni I used to be so innocent.I'd never kissed and was a little over -protected angel.However since coming to uni (and having the freedom) I have done come terrible things.I've totally rebelled.
I met a guy at a nightclub and I took him back to my flat.He fingered me,sucked my breasts,and stuck his penis inside me.However it only went in half way and it hurt so he took it out.He then called me a few weeks after wanting to see me again.I agreed and it was only when he said something else had come up (no sorry) that we didn't do much of the same.
Two days ago my mate brought her new bf and his mate from London round.They both fancied me and wanted a threesome.I would've agreed but knew it was just wrong on my mate to sleep with her bf.
But I took his mate into my room.He fingered me,kissed my breasts,and I gave him oral twice although I only used my mouth for a little bit cos I didn't want to get anything in my mouth.He then tried to put his penis inside me but it hurt


So he had to take it out again.I don't think even if it hadn't hurt I would let a guy go the full way but I don't know.I'm really worried because I'v gone from a girl with self-respect and dignity to a complete slag.I know I'm still a virgin but I still feel dirty and used.Why am I acting like this? How can I stop myself?

[4getmenot]

you really need to grow up if you're at uni.

[redcrx]

more likely a dirty old man 4get.

reported both Qs

[smudge]

Too much information - please go away!

[Octavius]

I doubt you were ever as innocent as you make believe. I would go to confessions if I were you.

[blondie123]

jsut keep ur legs shut!!! that should work!!!!!!! its really not that hard

[bill preston]

i haven't heard the expression "fingered" since i left school!!!

don't they call it something else nowadays??

[4GS]

bill
I call it 'flicking the bean' lol

[B00]

Oh 'eck, its a Tuesday afternoon, what's the matter with you?

Can we save this filth to at least Friday? Honestly....think I need a lie down in a darkened room to get over the shock....this is in serious danger of putting me off me afternoon cakes.

[4GS]

Hi BOO
How you doing?

[B00]

Getting there John, ya got to ya know? <shrug> As daft as it sounds, the off the wall posts like this help, couldn't stop sniggering when I read it. :-)

[bill preston]

what cakes would you be having B00??

shortcake fingers??

>>>i will go and stand in the naughty corner now sorry<<<

[B00]

Thank gawd you didnt say chocolate fingers Bill!!!

;-)

[bill preston]

oh dear!!................ i cant wash that thought out of my head!!

[4GS]

We're all here for you matey, feel free to use and abuse us



now....... did you mention cakes?
grabs a slice of angel cake and legs it

[B00]

I is sorry- just when you thought the post couldn't get any lower, I arrive.....

Budge up, ive a feeling i'm gonna be in the naughter corner quite a while for that one!