hello everybody

[lungsback]

ive reached the bottom. I have just dragged myself through the broken glass in a bid to call my only living relative to bring me some food. My step uncle. I reached the phone and clinched my arm full of cuts, lesions and bed sores to the phone. I reached it but my shattered nerve endings failed me. The phone fell on me splitting my lip and then smashing on the floor. The only thing keeping me going is the memories of my late ones. My faeces have made my clothes go hard. I am so alone

[PatriciaH]

Are you writing a "horror novel " by any chance ? yer bluddy good on the comp to type ya $hite arent ya ? oh and keep movin or youl set in a solid lump !

Night night

[MrLee-Gend]

has he set yet ?

[lungsback]

no the medication i take for my hiv make me have dioreah all the time. I can just see my familly banging on the windows when the house burned down. Im crying now. Now i have to drag my self through 5 meters of all the mess and glass just to get some more valium. I crying. Im so sorry. I dont know what i have done. Im sorry

[mimie]

Are you still alive? I am taking pain killers and had a galss of wine followed by puking it up - does that count?
Bloody pain killers! Might try another as I feel better now - have you solidified yet?

[looobylooo]

what a strange piece of work you are.......

[lungsback]

dont call meime strange! She is the onlyone who gave me kind words. You dont understand. I wish i could stop crying. Im sorry

[mimie]

Never mind lungsback - did you get your valium? Great stuff it is too - I get it from GP so that I can go on a plane. Usually highlight of my year! sniff x

[lungsback]

mim if u go to asia you can buy it over the counter. Its one of the benefits i have by having a cancer ridden body. Good night. The valium is kicking in. I will think of you before i sleep mimie.

[mimie]

lol. Cannot go that far!!!!!! May you dream of Asia and wake alive to see another day! Let it not be fraught with misery and doom and may all your family provide your food and comfort so that it is not the end..........................