Only me again! Only today I'm having one of those days when you just feel really down and rubbish!
Everyone is at lunch, so I am in the office on my own, I'm so bored I feel like I could cry and I'm feeling pretty pants about work and having to get used to spending time on my own again.... and really not looking forward to it!
Sun's shining here. There's a really sweet little wren picking up worms and whizzing them back to the nest. Looking out of the window, I can see the trees blowing in the breeze and my figs ripening on the tree for the first time ever. Take pleasure where you can, 'swhat I say...
I know joy, I dont often get like this, am always very much seeing the good side of things and stuff. just thing it is mainly down to now my OH has a new job he is going to be home later then me and staying over places, and for starters I am so used to living with him and working with him since we got together it seems weird. And secondly, I am not good on my own :-( I tend to get very down and upset if on my own for long, and I will be alot now...
China.. thats the thing, at the minute I have hardly any work to do, and the sooner I do it, the sooner I am out of a job!
Kim... If I look out the office window I see rain and trees and a lamp post! But I did get to see Mr Fox in the car park this morning who I hadnt seen for a couple of months :-)
I have been listening to music Mcfluff, I tend to like music tat people say is depressing though lol! Although Really liking Eliza Doolittle - Skinny Jeans atm which is very upbeat!
I think I may soon have to resort to solitaire jno!
I enjoy my own company so I guess I am lucky like that, I couldn't stand Bill being in all day or visa versa, he goes to our daughters and washes, irons and does allsorts for them, our choice, to hepl out when they work so hard, me, I do my housework, do my hobby which is photography and we get on brilliantly, I think you have to have some time apart wiggal, but that's just me, I love a night in on my own, a bottle of Rose and some good music or television...
wiggal may I point out that today will be not even a nano second longer than the happiest day of your life so far? Where is your self esteem? You are cheering me up this week with your posts - I think you are a nice ABer, and you do at least have an OH. Life aint that bad wiggal so try your best - you will get through this - honest x
No, Joy. There was a bit of a shower this morning, but it's lovely, lovely sunshine now, light breeze, bit cloudy on and off, but pretty pleasant all things considered. Might go out on my bike in a minute or two, just down to town for some bananas...