Shakespeare

[Llaura]

A Score and Five Years. . .

Okay, here it is -

I know you can only let someone under your skin if you permit them, but I was, erm, very forcefully and enthusiastically wooed when I was a teenager. Maybe it is still the kid in me agreeing to "like" him : ) (lots!), but we are still in touch - - 25 years later!

I know he sounds mean as a young man (I wasn't consensual), but I liked it, he picked up on that, I was awoken very satisfactorily by it ( finely sniffed consent?).

And he in turn, "sighing like a furnace with woeful ballad" (Shakespeare alive!").

: ) He is still very nosey : )

So, because of hundreds of great and bonding and emails, this person knows me better than anyone else on Earth does; a complete release, alter ego, comfort, and joy.

And now, due to our big amount and endless range of subject matter, this alter ego truly knows every corner of my soul and I think I know his (observed over, like, a quarter of a century, and especially really closely the last few years).

My "problem" - This alter ego mine is not at all careful to not re-project his past sexual self, (I was the brand-new freshman, he the big upperclassman, on our college campus), though he is married,

I am privileged to now know that my great skinny teenage body (which I am still extremely lucky to still have) is still "etched upon his brain" (in his own words).

Also, he still refers to himself as "Uncle Bo", our ancient private code for his very affectionate feelings : ) .

Plus, he has even given me a new variation this year, just "Unca" for short : )

And other innuendos, just one example: bringing up masturbation in a letter; then leaving a blank space for half the page, just for one . . .

[johnlambert]

And your question is what?

[nursecarla]

im lost :) x

[raysparx]

as john says What do you want to know?

For a start how much older than you is this bloke?

[raysparx]

did you lose your virginity to him when you were very young ?

[raysparx]

Does he manipulate you?

[~Wingnut~]

Well I think just the fact he is married should make you want to steer clear of him and to me it sounds like he is just trying to sir up old feeling's he knows you have for him so that you will start some sort of affair (grooming seems to spring to mind)... sounds like it could be working too!

Shakespear can be romantic, but it isn't an excuse for an affair.

Apoligies if I have totally got hold of the wrong end of the stick.

[kazza12345]

sorry llaura, i cant understand a word of what you have said above ... i think it would be better if you expressed it in plain english.....

[B00]

An ex lover who calls himself "Uncle Bo"...........?

Yeah that's not creepy at all!

[purpose]

What BOO said.

[raysparx]

starting to sound like a perv isn't he,you say forcefully,has he got some sort of hold over you? cos this ain't sounding one bit normal.

[derekpara]

Have you been on the sherbert, Llaura ?

[EminOz]

oh dear Llaura, i have no idea what it is youre asking, do need advice on any aspect of your situation?

i doubt he'll ever leave his wife for you and if he does, how do you know if hes not cheating on you with the next innocent, guliable and niave freshman that comes along? you couldnt call him on it cos thats how your relationship started. I think you need to find someone who loves you for you and not your childlike body, thats just a little bit creepy!