feel so much for you !
have had a bad year, because of family problems, and i've sat by that window of yours, the people you see, well i've seen them walk past here. you hear them laughing, and feel even more alone.
don't fall, have'nt you any friends ? its hard at first but make yourself get out there. can you get a job, if not, go out to help a charity shop or animal shelter or something. join some sort of class, what are your interests ?
you are not alone, others out here feel the same and would love to help, and they need you to help them, get out of their rut.
hope you can turn your life, remember it cant rain forever.
kisses.....xxx