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Really Paranoid At The Moment- Spoke To Duty Cpn Last Night Flashing Headlights And Funny Phone Calls
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I am really paranoid at the moment but I cant decide if it is paranoia or real. Over the last few weeks I have been quite anxious and stressed about someone blasting their horn and shouting homophobic abuse out of their car but I have been ignoring it. Then since last thursday only sleeping for a few hours a night max because I was due to go away on holiday to a Christian conference and I was so anxious on sunday I could not go and I lost £300 as well as spending money putting my cat into a cattery so only 3 hours sleep a night taking 15mg valium since thursday thinking about being away from home and travelling. I am in arrears with Provident loan company and can pay it off next tuesday but I have been avoiding them and everything came to a head last night because on sunday afternoon I got a phone call from an unknown number asking me to confirm my name and address they had it and I stupidly said the info was correct she caught me unawares she told me she wanted to know about my DYson cleaner and I told her I did not have one and she started going mental at me swearing so I would be surprised if the call was legitimate. Last night at about 745 my intercom rang and I ignored it not expecting anyone so I put headphones on and I had all the curtains closed and lights off and then 10 mins later for the next 2 hours headlights went off intermittenly into my window no proof it was my window they were flashing headlights at but as soon as I made any movement in the dark like using my mobile phone to text the headlights started. I locked myself in the bathroom for 2 hours in the dark. I was convinced that someone was out to harm me I phoned nhs24 and cpn phoned me back and said my thinking was illogical and irrational nobody could see a mobile phone through closed curtains and if they wanted to they could easily come to my door and get someone to let them in I have had a fall out with some person a few weeks ago and a really bad fall out with someone 22 years ago. So cpn told me to take another diazepam then and one later on if I was feeling anxious and see my GP today which I am going to do but it all seems so real but I guess paranoia would I am wondering whether I should speak to provident and tell them the truth. Its a bloody high interest rate I borrowed £1000 to pay off 2 existing loans and I had £500 left which I used for this holiday and then I have to pay back £2000 over 2 years which is £32 a week. Are they legalised loan sharks? But I tell you I will never make arrangements to travel anywhere again I cant do it it just gets me so stressed and I had 24 hours of AF paroxysmal but a and e did not want to admit me as I am on warfarin and it is apparently not a problem if you are on warfarin it has stopped now. I feel that diazepam makes me more edgy the next day. Sorry for this long post
I am really paranoid at the moment but I cant decide if it is paranoia or real. Over the last few weeks I have been quite anxious and stressed about someone blasting their horn and shouting homophobic abuse out of their car but I have been ignoring it. Then since last thursday only sleeping for a few hours a night max because I was due to go away on holiday to a Christian conference and I was so anxious on sunday I could not go and I lost £300 as well as spending money putting my cat into a cattery so only 3 hours sleep a night taking 15mg valium since thursday thinking about being away from home and travelling. I am in arrears with Provident loan company and can pay it off next tuesday but I have been avoiding them and everything came to a head last night because on sunday afternoon I got a phone call from an unknown number asking me to confirm my name and address they had it and I stupidly said the info was correct she caught me unawares she told me she wanted to know about my DYson cleaner and I told her I did not have one and she started going mental at me swearing so I would be surprised if the call was legitimate. Last night at about 745 my intercom rang and I ignored it not expecting anyone so I put headphones on and I had all the curtains closed and lights off and then 10 mins later for the next 2 hours headlights went off intermittenly into my window no proof it was my window they were flashing headlights at but as soon as I made any movement in the dark like using my mobile phone to text the headlights started. I locked myself in the bathroom for 2 hours in the dark. I was convinced that someone was out to harm me I phoned nhs24 and cpn phoned me back and said my thinking was illogical and irrational nobody could see a mobile phone through closed curtains and if they wanted to they could easily come to my door and get someone to let them in I have had a fall out with some person a few weeks ago and a really bad fall out with someone 22 years ago. So cpn told me to take another diazepam then and one later on if I was feeling anxious and see my GP today which I am going to do but it all seems so real but I guess paranoia would I am wondering whether I should speak to provident and tell them the truth. Its a bloody high interest rate I borrowed £1000 to pay off 2 existing loans and I had £500 left which I used for this holiday and then I have to pay back £2000 over 2 years which is £32 a week. Are they legalised loan sharks? But I tell you I will never make arrangements to travel anywhere again I cant do it it just gets me so stressed and I had 24 hours of AF paroxysmal but a and e did not want to admit me as I am on warfarin and it is apparently not a problem if you are on warfarin it has stopped now. I feel that diazepam makes me more edgy the next day. Sorry for this long post
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