Deanna, you've not said what your house is worth or on what security the money was lent you. Also you've not said how old you are. Be very careful of a reverse mortgage agreement. Though you've said you don't wish to leave your home, if it's worth a lot, your best move could be to sell it, and any unwanted possessions you have, if you can, pay out the loan, and live elsewhere. Try to obtain free financial advice from a counsellor and consider all options available. Best of luck to you.!