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apparently it is about 'deferred members' which i assume means those like myself that contributed at some point but could not get the payments back after leaving, in my case i was 26 and only contributed for 6 months but they were never able to refund the contributions due to the rules over the years, it's not a bad return i guess . there is a paragraph about the £18,000 threshold and it also says this payment is after agreement between the trustees and HOF. It also mentions the lifetime allowance which is £60,000 per annum or £1,500,000, that definitely doesn't affect me!