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eddies thankyou, but i dont claim for my child, her mum claims for her. i would love to work and stay here but 280 week is nothing to live on and certainly nothing to have any standard of living ie holidays, nice car etc.
my hearts telling me i need to stay, maybe i will never forgive myself if i leave her alone, she is such a great child and i can see in her 6 years she has grown so much as in her way of thinking and her feelings , i never felt lonely when i was 6 year old. sometimes i cry at night thinking of her, she recently asked me " daddy what age will you be when im 20" i stupidly replied " i might not be living then " yea stupid, she had rears in her eyes because she knows my health isnt good and she knows if me or her mum ever pass she will be left alone in the world , she has told me this a few times before and i know it plays on her mind.