My Sista And I

[jennyjoan]

It occurs to me every day of my life and I think all day about it that some day my sista and I will die. Who knows which one is going to go first.

I hate having these morbid thoughts but I know that day is coming and I am frightened of it and it is something I can't stop.

With losing the 3 bros in the last 5 years - I am truly fearful of the future.

Had to get that off my system.

When one of us is gone the other is going to be very alone and nothing can be done about it. And if it is me left I don't think I will get the strength to go through anymore deaths.

Sorry for the morbid post

[Mamyalynne]

Late night is often when these thoughts get us, plus you've been shaken by her calling you today - we have to accept we don't know what's ahead and try not to worry. ♥

[jennyjoan]

thanks marmalade LOL

[Mamyalynne]

Cheeky :-)

[jambutty]

I'm usually ok at night, but I get sad morbid thoughts in the mornings when I get up. I guess we're all different.

[bookbinder]

Chin up, jj, and walk bravely into that golden sunset. Maybe we'll all meet on the other side.

[hereIam]

^ We will ...

[pastafreak]

I understand only too well, jj. My brother...10+ years older...has been very unwell for 2 months. I'm constantly fearful that I will never see him again, and it truly frightens . At least your sister is nearby...make the most of time spent together. Xx