I'm SO sorry about your miscarriages, natalie. i know it's probably the last thing you want to here right now, but things will get better.
i had 3 miscarriages with my ex, and after the third one, i was devastated, and i thought i was never going to be a mum too.
then, i felt better and started to relax, and when i least expected it, i fell pregnant again - i was on tenterhooks, with my fingers constantly crossed, around the time the third miscarriage happened, but everything has gone smoothly, and now there's only a few weeks until i have my son.
please, please don't give up hope, and really hope you're ok!
xx