hi good evening!think im in the right place.

[firewatch]

i just need to vent! Think this is the right place?!
i have several bad memories, which i had tried to blank out but they have resurfaced with some bad results (lack of sleep etc...)
just needed to get it off my chest, my other half came home tonight and said 'i had a shout this morning' i said 'oh yeah what was it?' 'to close to home' was his reply i did not get it till he told me a person had hung themselves and they (not him, he didn't go) had to deal with it. Now my mum died in similar fashion, and its just felt like my heart is my stomach. Remembering what it was like to loose her, i feel for the persons family,it put me off my corned beef curry. I don't know whether any of you have had similar experiences, when you hear something and old long dead ghosts walk the corridor of your mind once more?
im drifting a bit and don't want to drag you down being Friday but i needed to vent??!!

[Info Bank]

Maybe posting this in Body & Soul would help??????

[whiffеу]

I would be more concerned about the corned beef curry.

[Info Bank]

Did not miss that ....Thought Each to there own choice on the Curry....LOL.

[whiffеу]

Surely the look of a corned beef curry would be enough to put you off it, regardless of all those other shenanigans?

[Drisgirl]

Feel free to vent and we will all try to give you the support you need.I too have had to call upon my AB pals in the depths and they have all rallied around as they know me and know my pleas are genuine.
Sometimes it helps just to write down your feelings -makes it more real somehow xxxx



BTW -how the fcuk do you make corned beef curry ? Food and Drink -catch ya there xx

[Info Bank]

Just Checked Food & Drink ...No Mention of Corned Beef Curry....On this .....

Is it your own Recipie or is your local takaway doing a good trade in this.

Tell you what ...Dont reply ....Before this post Had the odd Sandwich With CornedBeef.
Maybe a thing of the past now.

[{Dakota}]

Hi firewatch,

I think you should try posting in Body and Soul to get a wider range of people.

Also, I think it's worth considering going for proper counselling. Something pretty awful happened to me a few years ago and I didn't tell anyone about it. I thought I had dealt with it emotionally on my own, however, that wasn't really the case, I was just scared to face up to what had happened to me and as a result I was a bit mean to other people.

I took the decision to the decision to go for counselling in December 2006 and went every week for about 8 months. I can't even begin to describe how much it has benefited me, I have laid my demons to rest at last and I'm much happier.

p.s. what's corned beef curry? LOL

[{Dakota}]

Hi firewatch,

I think you should try posting in Body and Soul to get a wider range of people.

Also, I think it's worth considering going for proper counselling. Something pretty awful happened to me a few years ago and I didn't tell anyone about it. I thought I had dealt with it emotionally on my own, however, that wasn't really the case, I was just scared to face up to what had happened to me and as a result I was a bit mean to other people.

I took the decision to go for counselling in December 2006 and went every week for about 8 months. I can't even begin to describe how much it has benefited me, I have laid my demons to rest at last and I'm much happier.

p.s. what's corned beef curry? LOL

[{Dakota}]

Sorry for the double post, screen froze and I refeshed LOL

[whiffеу]

^^^ Clone?

[{Dakota}]

hahaha

[firewatch]

YOU GUYS R A*****
i have some contacts in the counselling realms, so i shal c.
made me smile, thanx for advice. Recipe is about to be posted, sorry in advance for blatent product advertisement!

[{Dakota}]

Glad you're considering it, at least someone will be able to talk through what happened and how to get past it. I found it difficult to talk about it to start with but eventually it all came spewing out along with a whole bunch of other stuff.

Looking forward to the recipe LOL!!

[Info Bank]

Hi firewatch ...

We are not so bad ....but if you dont like the responces ...Dont Post .......

[firewatch]

wha?
I love your posts! why would i not want to chat wi you handsome bunch of scallywags?
Feeling better had a huge choclate chip muffin and hot choclate. Recipe now posted. im off to bed i have to be up early for work.
Night night.