Family Issues

[Bellstarr]

Hello, i'm new and i want to aska question to anyone who will answer. I went to a foster home about a year ago with my brother and sister. My sister turned 18 and went her way, and my brother went back to our dad (he put a gun to my bro's head when he was drunk, that's why we were taken). I fought to stay at the foster home. I was forced to come back about a year afterward. I know i did a terrible thing, but i'm kinda happy i'm home now. My dad won't let it go, and it eats me up inside to think what i've done.

I can't talk to my former foster family, but i do it in secret at school. What, if enything, can i do to get rid of this guilt? I do all i can to make my dad feel appreciated, but he doesn't. I don't know what to do, it's just eating me up! PLEASE HELP asap

Bon-Bon