I only just saw this post . Yeah things are ok (in the surface only as deep down in me something has changed...) I ended up caving in an ringing him about 14:00yesterday ... Wish I hadn't but lasting as long as I did was an achievement (I mean that) he came up to London was apologetic etc. I'm not the sort to shout and moan but like I said inside "something" has changed in me and suddenly all the past tantrums have been remembered in my memory. Also mt mum rang a while ago (my family all live abroad) and for THE first time ever I did not cover up. She asked me howy weekend was and I told her... Hub is not happy I told my family (he not said it but I can tell he is squirming) but
.., tough ... I ain't coveting up. My mum is not happy with him! Once again though the BIGGEST thank you to all on AB ... U truly were all brilliant and I cannot believe his much support I got from people I've never met. It amazed me. Now today it's poor smowball I feel for.!