Hello, madmen. As you can see, what I really need AB for is to share. I am trying to think of a way to put this - it is very difficult. As you know, I am a bit under the weather at the moment. I can't go out, my daughter does her best but she lives a few miles away so cannot do any popping in, just whenever she can, so what do I do? I share my difficulties with whoever happens to be around on AB. And it makes me feel so much better. The pain is still there but psychologically you have made me well! So, addictive or not, it is what I need. Hope that explains it.