Doing the right thing!

[confused]

With reference to my previous postings i just thought i would give you all an update! After some long thinking and getting things clearer in my head I have contacted police to change my statement and give a true account of what happend the night of alleged assault. I was not assaulted or held at knife point instead i actually assaulted my partner as he was trying to leave me.
At the time i truely belived that i had been assaulted and i kept going over and over what had happend and now it has become clear the truth!
Before you all start having a go yes i am a nutter and i am currently on medication and getting help!
Sorry to all of you who gave me support and advice.

Paul i am really sorry for all the pain i have casued you and hope this goes someway to your forgiveness x

[joko]

i hope you get yourself well again. take it easy

[ummmm]

Bless you confused. It's very brave of you to come back and admit that xx

[confused]

Thanks joko but i am more worried about the effect it has had on my partner he has been through hell - been arrested and charged, not been allowed to see his kids, as well as everyone judging him for the stuff i said. I just hope time will heal us both and i get well and he will be able to forgive me!

[ummmm]

I'm sure he will. You're the mother to his children.

[northernmonkey]

Just out of interest, could you (confused), Paul or Sunsetter answer the following question:
Confused, how's Paul (your ex) found out about you using AB?

How do you know Sunsetter? Again, how does he/she know your using AB?

Reason I am asking is because I took the time to answer your original question and I had no reason to doubt anything you said whatsoever. So when I read Paul's version of event's and you trying to convince yourself nothing you originally said was true, it left me wondering, to say the very least.

I think the above questions are not just being thought by me.

*I would just like to make clear to you Confused that I am only asking because what started of with you being the "victim" ........ now seems like your the only guilty person, and you was the violent 1. (all injuries you "got" look as though you "inflicted")
Therefore whilst I understand you are suffering with mental health issues and having several other difficulties within your life, It's just beyond me how you managed to go from the first few posts with a lot of detail about "him being violent to you" - to ALL BEING COMPLETELY UNTRUE*

***nothing I've said, was/is intended to cause offence or upset - ***