Nor mine, roy.
I was impressed to read the statement by the anonymous injured passenger when she spoke of the conductor who was one of those fatally injured:
The survivor said there were moments when she felt guilty about surviving - especially when she thought about Donald Dinnie.
"I remember him being a chatty and genuinely nice man," she said.
"Donald spoke to me about his partner, even joking that the weather would mean he'd get to finish early and was excited to get home.
"He kept us all informed, thinking of other people the whole time and making sure we were all okay."
She felt an "overwhelming sadness" when she learned that he had died in the crash.
"If I'm honest that's my main motivation for talking now.
"I want Donald's family to know he was happy that day, thinking of his loved ones the whole time and above all else, he made us feel safe. I'm truly sorry you lost him."
I hope her words comfort his family.