I think u have low self-esteem. Remember you are a valuable 'tool' to those who employ you. Your employer values your input and knows you can handle the paying 'punters'. Just because people join gyms etc doesn't make them better than u just a bit more vain (am going to get stick for this....but I don't care)!
See me as ur employer: I only open a health spas for ����s; no I wouldn't use it as am too busy counting the ����s! I spend the ����s on Bentleys & Aston Mtns and go on the pull in them.
Do u respect me or envy me? Ur just as good as me, only younger.............and I need u to hide my antics behind.