T W A U ... The Chase...from...
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A week from today.
dont nkow if I can do thiss his again....
Did 5 month but now got a court case agin.
sick of myself...
Sick of all the condemation
sick off all the jugment,
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You lived well until you had that one drink.... some of us (quite a few actually) know you can live well again. I remember how you used to work for charities.
I know that you, when drunk, have done things which were awful (but which the sober you is sorry for and ashamed of). These things have to be atoned for and are bringing you pain as part of that. You can do it, please believe me.
I hope that the court will take account of the nearness of your admission to the detox and postpone any punishment until after you are sober again.
With very best wishes. You have a granddaughter who will need you, remember?
nailedit, I don't think you'll be happy until you do something about that awful sickening abuse. You should report the monster if he's still alive. Do you know if he abused others? If you talked to those people maybe it would help. You should definitely get counselling, it might be a start. You need to do something, you can't go on like this, otherwise the detox will be wasted, it won't solve your problem.
Nailedit, you have enormous support here. Very few people are judging you or condemning you - and those that are can do the other thing. They're not your keeper, they haven't lived your life, and they're not in your shoes. If anyone is putting you down it's you - and you do that more than anyone. In failing to acknowledge the good in you - and there's plenty of that - you are your own worst enemy. Look to the light, nailedit. It is there.
Agree with everything already said, but just deal with one thing at a time ....get through your detox successfully then tackle the rest of the *** ....if sobriety makes the memories worse, then maybe some antidepressants will help you deal with those but you'll need help to do that - you can't do it alone, they're too deeply entrenched in your soul and it may take some time .....they may never be completely gone but at least you'll have drawn the fangs.
Good luck and be strong ....it will be worth it xx
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