embarassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[hussy]

hi everybody!!!!!!!!! to be honest i need to open up but i feel like everybody is going to judge me now like im a victim!!! starting to get close to people on AB and don"t want people thinking that i am weak. Anyway.... i was just wondering if anybody was going through the same as myself? when my boyfriend of 3 yrs is drunk (sometimes sober) but usually when drunk , he is a total nightmare and is so aggressive i have to sometimes stay with a neighbour with my 2 kids as it gets so bad!! can"t take it anymore. My oldest is really affected with the violence and i feel such a failure as a mother as i am suppose to protect my children from all this crap. Went through all this sh1te when growing up, why does my kids have to go through the same??? realy need someune to talk to!!!!! xx

[hussy]

feel really embarrassed but hey AB came to me so it must be for a reason!!! don"t tell anybody my problems although a lot of my friends know the score, probably, please don"t think im being a drama queen, just need a friend!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks xxxx

[mistypuppy]

Im sure no one will judge you hussy. It cant be very good for the kids seeing your fella drunk and aggressive and its not helping you either is it? Would he go to AA if you went with him? If he wants to save your relationship he should!. You dont need me to tell you your kids come 1st,afterall they were there before him I take it? You should'nt have to leave your home when he's drunk,tell him to go and if he starts call the police. I hope this helps hussy.

[hussy]

hi mistypuppy thanks for answering, would"nt even go there but have a drink in me and trouble started earlier so feeling really lonely right now. i wish it was that simple??? my oldest isnt his but the youngest is and i really wish i could tell you everything but im not used to talking about it and find it hare to open up fully. xxxxxxxx

[mistypuppy]

No probs hussy. If you want to mail me anytime [email protected]. xxxx

[hussy]

that"s realty nice thank you for caringXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

[hussy]

mistypuppy that was so nice of you saying to leg i needed help as we are firm!! you are a very sound person!!!!! don"t mean to be a drama queen!! xxxxx

[hussy]

you know leg i don"t want to phone you because i"m not in the best of hummer........... you should be here for me really but you have vanished.......... to be honest if you needed somebody to talk to then i would put myself out in the front line for you..........
never mind... i have to deal with my own problems..

[Ice-Maiden]

Hussy - hi there. Listen - if you want to chat, I'l always have time for you. Bet you're in bed now, but I felt awful when i logged on a few mins ago and read what you'd put. Hope things are a bit better in the light of day - xxx

[Ida1979]

hussy why would you have a line in the front? All the neighbours will see your unmentionables. Get it in the back garden for heavens sake !

[hussy]

thank you ida very kind of you to have a joke not like some little beetch that thinks it"s funny to have a pop when your down!! would never treat people like that!!!! i am obviously better than that!!! xxx

[Ice-Maiden]

Hussy - I'm unable read who's posting what. The screen's OK one minute - nothing happening the next. Might get off to bed in a few mins - but hope you feel a lot better tomorrow - xx

[hussy]

look at the other thread itchy hamster????????????????

[hussy]

thankyou ice for being there in my hour of need!! realy want to talk but when you have idiots on the site, it puts you off a bit. take care icemaiden love ya xxxxxxxxxxx

[Ice-Maiden]

We could always start another thread - but they ALL get hijacked!

[hussy]

i know you have to get up "very early" and to be honest she has put me off a little (nasty ***) when i suss out my msm then we will get a bit of privacy. love ya ice sweet dreams xxxxxx

[Ice-Maiden]

Just been rambling to you on "hamster" - lol - I thought you'd gone. Thanks for your nice words. I'm trying my best to behave myself on here now, but some people just....grrrr! You know what I mean! x.

[hussy]

lol we keep missing each other going on other posts lol xx
yes i can"t believe how insensitive the beetch was, will always remember!!!!!!!!!!

[Ice-Maiden]

See "hamster".......

[hussy]

hey ice you still with us?????????????
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