As i said recently, im increasingly finding myself a bit fed up.....none of my friends are in the same boat as me anymore...needing to occupy myself more. Ill be working soon and have no time! Lol...
I watch tv, patchwork, gym, read, and the obvious AB....im sure theres sooo much to do..but its possibly staring me in the face and i just need it pointed out to me.
I dont want to keep feeling sorry for myself ...even if i do a bit....
Worry that if nobody wants to go out anymore cos of bfs and kids that ill bloody never meet anyone!!! Im sure ill meet new folk at work :0)
I did get invited out tonight but im feeling a bit blah...and a bit skint hehe...
Going to clear out and have an ebay sale too.
Thanks guys and sorry for moaning again....just reeallllllllly feeling it and having an off day xx
I have a long list of interests but the main thing is to allow yourself to relax and do nothing occasionally and enjoy it. The constant need to fill every waking moment with an activity is because you are unsettled, just let yourself 'be' now and then.
Ive enjoyed the driving, but at the moment i dont want to waste my petrol...ive strolled the shops ...not much fun when you arent buying...scoured craft shops for a look and ideas....arranging college/classes....just still feeling a bit...well crap! Haha! Xx
I used to be sooo good at that mamya! Nice baths, books and always magazines...5 a week....i just cant seem to concentrate just now on tv or reading...i get fedup and begin to moap! I know its silly.....xxxx
tinks lend a tenner of mom or dad and put a bit of petrol in it, go for a ride it will be good practice for you.
I think she is eager to start her new job mamya.
I've had a week at home with a broken toe but managed to get alot of items on ebay, 40 odd at one time and i've now got over £200 in my paypal account and so It's been productive. You should just not try too hard to fill your days, you'll not be available then when someone needs you. I'm now signed off as unfit to return to work but I'm not making plans, just enjoying not having to rush about!
I feel a bit like im always "available" if you know what i mean..i always want to do something...then if i ask around and people arent available i almost feel stupid for asking...
I want to do things but sometimes feek i should just say no...even if i do hate it!
More than keen tony i never want to be unemployed ever ever ever again. Lol. Ever.
pure bad luck ! lol it's the third time in 10 years I've broken a toe, though on the second occasion it was 3 toes on one foot, though technically speaking one wasn't broken it was severed.