lost...

dannyday5821 | 00:50 Tue 29th Jan 2008 | Body & Soul

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Do you ever feel lost? completley lost? Like your the only one, the only thing, ever to have existed? To be existing now? Thats how i feel now...

Its strange...it feels kind of, comforting, yet, lonley...

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Drisgirl

Hi Danny -I have had feelings like that as well -think its your brain coping with an overload.
I just seem -like today -to just float round everything and everyone -just in my own rubber johnny bubble -lol -thats was serious but I made a joke of it.

Just chill and enjoy -it -I love it when I simply couldnt give a flying ****.

Have a good sleep and you will hit reality in the morning -x

dannyday5821

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oh no! god please, not reality...

dot.hawkes

it is a feeling that everyone else in the immediate vacinity is buzzing along with not a care in the world, but you know more than they do, you know that the world is a cruel hard place, well guess what, they have just managed to come to terms with it and realised that hey, we all fight the same demons, it's tough for everyone, but only when we let it be

dannyday5821

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ha ha dot.hawkes, the good old generalised answer eh? well, its not gonna work on me, never has done, and never will. Your right though...the world is a hard cruel place...but...but it gets kinda complecated...hmmm...how about this for another generalisation...

no one understands me...

then again...i dont expect them to...

Drisgirl

Dot -you have said basically what I was saying.Danny -just chill -relax -cos reality will come and hit you -enjoy your confusion cos all will become clear again -take it from someone who knows mate !!!

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dannyday5821

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ahhhhhhhhhh! it doesnt work like that! you dont understand, the confusion, its just so...uhh...*sighs*....

why do i bother? ill never win. i play the game consistantly but never win, yet never lose or ever draw. How can the game end? Well theres always a way i suppose...

Dont you just wish there was a way to just...talk about stuff...without...like...complications taking hold? like judgements and stuff? I mean lets face it, its hard enough been honest with myself, let alone anyone else...

Its insane...i actually WANT help...yet there is not one single place i know of where i can get it...I dont even think it exists...the difference between me and you, whoever you actually is, or are (or whatever) is that i will be forever lost, lost in confusion and torment. I dont even understand it myself. i was 13 for god sake, how did it all get so crazy!?

Drisgirl

What happened at 13 like?

You had a snifter tonight -just asking cos it makes it easier to answer you.

BTW -please dont narky with me cos I will try to help you but not if you are not prepared to give a bit -dont diss people who are trying to help you make sense of this situation.

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dannyday5821

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hmm...maybe if i write a song instead for ya...its hard to, well its hard to say it sort of literally...

Drisgirl

I'm losing patience Leg -truth be told -could just be an ersy student wind -up -or it may be genuine -either way -chaps (as they say -lol)

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Drisgirl

O I will -same place same time tomorrow -lol

dannyday5821

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nah its not a wind up...erm...okay...where to start...

i cant say it literally...

but...what if a kid does something really adult? like, something an adult would do thats obviously wrong...of course the kid doesnt really realise its wrong...until he suddenly wakes up one day, and realises it was all wrong, and all stupid, and all, well, f**ked up...

but by then its too late...the damage is done. his mind is a wreck...and he's only 15 now...still at high school. He has suicidal thoughts, he cant talk about anything to anyone about anything. he gets stuck in a cycle. it goes around and around his head, until he ends up, 22, writting this...

dannyday5821

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damn...try and be patient...im trying my best here...