No I didn't know miss megs...did you post it. I must have missed it. I was wondering and didn't want to upset you.
Isn't it the hardest thing you have to do? You know it's right, and for the best, but you feel lost, sad and terribly guilty afterwards. For what it's worth..I think you did the right and caring thing. Am sure you know that yourself though...although it still hurts.
I know when things like that happen, you wonder why you bother with animals at all...but never to have loved them and enjoyed them would be worse! I think they have taught my daughters so much over the years...to care for all the waifs and strays we've had...and got! It teaches them responsibility..to love and to lose, a lesson they need to learn ..as that's life.
It must have been a very sad week for you...I am so so sorry. xx