I'm having trouble figuring out my sexuality. I love looking at men and I want them to like me but I wouldn't persue anything with them. I don't particularly like the idea of being intimate or being in a relationship although I feel as though I do? If I find someone attractive, I will imagine a relationship with them but if they start to like me back, I will close off completely. I'm not sure if I'm asexual or something but it's confusing me a lot? I should also mention that I spend a lot of time on my appearance.