I'd love to know what holes you think there are in "quantum mathematical equation theories"... which, frankly, strikes me as someone stringing posh words together and having literally no idea what he just said.
For those who want to know "the truth", can I recommend Peskin and Schroeder's Introduction to Quantum Field Theory? Or David Tong's excellent lecture notes, available free online here:
http://www.damtp.cam.ac.uk/user/tong/qft.html
It's wonderful what you can learn if you ask the right questions. Such as, I don't know, how to do physics.