Khandro - You are one of any number of people who need and take comfort from the notion that you are created by a superior being, and are beholden to him for your life here, and beyond.
I accept that about you, and have for a very long time.
All you need to do is have the respect to accept that I, and a number of others on here, have no need of that comfort, and do not share your need, or your desire to share it.
Maybe something for you to think about.
Experience tells me that I am not going to be successful in that notion.