Its Normal To Feell This Way?

[CallmeA]

I going ask this as a "book excerpt" Please forgive any grammer mistakes. ("him/he" corresponds to the devil/Lucifer)

She always been surrounded with darkness, darkness had rose her, guided her during her whole life. She feels darkness inside her, eating her, she feels she got a dark fate. More and worse than this...not just surrounding her, but this atraction for it, ya know, she "feel him inside her" in her soul calling, and deep down (not so deep) a part of her want answer..... Want the darkness, want him..... She loves God with all her heart, and she tries to be a good, obedient child. She fears pass the whole eternity far from her father, but inside her, deep, deep inside in a dark corner of her soul, her souls, it's like if wants, calls, wishes for him... It's like if he was inside her, in some part of her soul, it's not like a voice tempting you, no, it's a feeling, a calling, he calls for her and she wants him, but she knows what he is, she loves God, she wants go to Heaven, she wants light, not darkness, but inside her, in her soul.... She fight for years against this dark desire, even if there's no scape for her, she will keep fighting! She always could see this similarly between they, hate e despicable for humans, a high ego, a feeling that angels are better than people, a desire for freedom of all, rage, pride...

So its normal? abnormal? Supernatural?

[woofgang]

sorry, I don’t even understand what you are asking

[Mamyalynne]

If this is meant to be an outline of a character in some form of literary piece, it is far too wordy and repetitive.

As for whether it is normal to have an inner struggle between good and bad, yes for many it is.

[Old_Geezer]

If I were to feel like that I don't think I'd consider myself nornmal. But for an abnormal trait for a character, it's imaginative enough.

Whether it us supernatural depends on whether your tale is one of demons and ghosts, or one of someone with psychological issues.

[mikey4444]

I don't have a clue what you are on about either !

English may not, of course, be your first language but please have another go at trying to explain yourself.

[goodlife]

If your taking about Spiritual darkness, then Spiritual darkness covers the whole earth. (Isa. 60:2)
Since mankind’s fall into sin, Satan, “the god of this system of things,” has kept people in spiritual darkness, and moral degradation has been the result.—2 Cor. 4:4.

[murraymints]

hmmmmm..well I would delete the whole lot and start again !

[andy-hughes]

CallmeA - //If your taking about Spiritual darkness, then Spiritual darkness covers the whole earth. (Isa. 60:2)
Since mankind’s fall into sin, Satan, “the god of this system of things,” has kept people in spiritual darkness, and moral degradation has been the result.—2 Cor. 4:4. //

Now look what you've done!

[sandyRoe]

It's not supernatural as we're presented with an internal conflict. Whether it's normal or abnormal I don't feel qualified to say.

[Hypognosis]

@CallmeA

Whether this is a fictional character or a real person, what gets me wondering is why, out of all the 7 billion people in the world, would any deity want to be "in" that particular person? Why do they feel themselves to be so prominent as to gain the attention of god, the devil or any other supernatural entity.

Why are believers so full of themselves, that they think like this?

If there is anything abnormal about it, it is their sense of self-importance.