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Nailit - You never cease to amaze me.
What on earth is your motivation for such posts?
You can try your best with your eyes closed to deter me from my faith.
You will never succeed.
I feel Genuinely feel sorry for you. I really do.
You can spend the rest of your days raging against God, and God is not bothered. Neither am I.
Every single day that I live, I know that the good Lord is watching over me, and even if my life becomes as terrible as Jobs', I know that in the end, God will be waiting for me.
You, on the other hand, do not seem as content as I am in your day to day life, and as your remaining days become shorter, you have to decide, if you have been right all along in rejecting God, or is God simply waiting for you to open your eyes and accept Him.
Remember, it makes no difference to me.
As a point of interest, I suggest you look up Peter Hitchens, at the Oxford Union debate, "Does God Exist?"
Peter simply says it all boils down to a choice.
He chooses to live his life as if God exists, and that gives him the values that he needs to go on.