Wizard - But, to the question.
What is it like to have faith in God?
At its simplest, it is living in the knowledge that there are absolutes, and that not all things are simply relative.
You often said that in years gone by, you also searched for meaning, for absolutes, but didn't find any. Had you had done so, then you would probably have been sharing my views, but it didn't happen. That's not to say that it never will of course.
My questioning of atheism in the past is my curiosity as to how people can find comfort in the absence of the absolutes that I take for granted.