chakka, I am sorry for the sarcasm, but the fact is that many disciples went out to preach and die for their faith, and they simply wouldn't have done that if they knew the resurrection to be a fake, they wouldn't die in the name of a crippled man. And if Jesus died, why didn't the Jerusalem authorities produce the body, that would have put the lid on it at once.
I do not accept the doctrine of the Trinity. I cannot link the Word of John 1:1 with Jesus as everybody else does. To me it makes sense for Jesus to be the SON of god, in the way we understand that. Therefore it is possible for Jesus to have been abandoned on the cross. That sounds a terribly cruel thing for a father to do, but makes it a tremendous meditation.
re: the spear, in John
'Instead, one of the soldiers pierced Jesus' side with a spear, bringing a sudden flow of blood and water. The man who saw it has given testimony, and his testimony is true. He knows that he tells the truth, and he testifies so that you also may believe.'
The writer is emphatic that he is quoting an eye-witness.