No probs... you wanna see the inner workings of my brain when I get a cob on.. they have to replace the hamster on the wheel every 10 seconds due to exhaustion.
I have to say (without meaning to be harsh, just honest) that I think it would be wrong to go and spend a couple of days with your ex if she really is more in to you than vice versa, it sounds like you could do some serious damage to her head and that's not really very fair. Sorry if that sounds mean, it isn't meant to be.
Sounds to me like you're a bit bored and are looking around for something to do so in that case hun I think the internet group sound cool. I'm always a bit dubious about internet and 'real life' so to speak but if this is just a group meeting for drinks and fun then I think you should do that instead. You defniately need to find something to focus on... and possibly something that doesn't have breasts too for a while... until you get your head and job a bit more sorted anyway ;0)
And don't worry about life, that's just the thing that happens when you're not looking... or some such quote...