Feeling Sad

[queenofmean]

OH has gone home for the week, I’m all sad.

I’ve had a turbulent week, I’ve got the ‘Visit’ from hell caused by stress from giving evidence. I feel like phoning the GMC and asking to pass on a message along the lines of ‘thanks for this you prize pr!ck’.

I’ve a busy week ahead next week as it’s Avon Christmas party, I’ve a house to clean, work to fit in and Avon in between too. All I want to do is cry, I can’t even have a soak in the tub.

Dad has said we can go to Livingston tomorrow though to finish up Christmas shopping and has promised me a trip to the Lindt Chocolate Pick and Mix shop, so that’s a plus for me.

Have a good evening xx

[ducksie]

Good on you with the list - it's still early days since your Mam passed away QoM, doesn't help so close to Christmas now - it's one hell of a fight - that i know xx

[Mamyalynne]

You'll get through Sweetheart, often when the whole world seems to be gearing up to celebrate, that's when we miss those we love the most.x

[ducksie]

I agree with you nailit

[queenofmean]

Mum loved Christmas Mamya so I haven’t found it too much of a struggle. She had a fond passion for Reindeer, each year I actively seek out Reindeer, even though I was never too sure - I blame the one she had that scared the heck out of me as I grew up. I can’t part with it yet I refuse to have it out. It’s Mothers Day I hate.

I agreed too Nailit, being told I have an Anxiety disorder but being told I can’t have counselling. Good job I’m on here, these guys have been bloody BRILLIANT.